Once the heat broke I could see things clearly again. I had no idea just how stuck I was in a narrow viewpoint of 'It's hot' + 'I don't like it' + 'constant managing of my discomfort from the heat/humidity'.
I had no idea, I was asleep from the heat. Note I am not beating myself about this just saying wow. Noticing after the fact.
I'm curious as to whether I can bring an open mind to extreme heat and humidity in the future, stay in my body when it's that uncomfortable. I can remember to stay when I have a headache or even when I had chicken pox, but that heat. I turned off and put myself in a box of 'dealing with heat' without realizing it. What did I miss while I was turned away and lost in thought?
Our minds are amazing, unruly and poorly trained. Or at least mine is poorly trained, you know, like a cat.